stay alive as i lay broken

You loved me you sang along with me

Our hearts spun

Then you betrayed me

A pain I haven’t felt since I was young

Told me you were the one who hurt me all along

Told me you had my soul and you were done

Tired of playing

I was no more fun

Said you were my demon

I saw through your lies and you severed our ties

You were not my demon nor my holder

And in the end I held my head up high

And blessed your life with prayer and praise and told you never die

I wanted you to know I would never forget you

Not for your wickedness but for your kindness

May you remember that even when you cut me down I blessed you

But awoken my coldness you did

So now I fall to sin again

Dabble in my dark arts and broken hearts

Welcoming others to come in

To drink and give in

For now I’m the bull headed friend

Author's Note

I didn’t want to hurt you even though that’s all you did when u left I told u id remember you for the good not the bad that you meant more to me then you’d ever know I blessed you as you left my life every breath hurts and my heart is breaking I don’t want live but I want you to live a good life I only hope I didn’t hurt you too much during the time we knew each other I am sorry.. I am so sorry.. I will never love again but may you find someone that is a blessing to you and will never hurt you..