never ending pain of unknown betrayal

my falling tears, can you hear?
oh how you have hurt me
a cut from one so near is a cut that is deeper than any other
not just the skin bleeds but the heart mind and soul
nothing can soften that blow and it will stay no matter how old you grow
so arch the bow and strike my heart so i may clash to the ground to flea this realm
to begin again life’s torment of no end