whats the point???

Cut so deep

Can’t hold on to anything

For I don’t know how to speak

Tell a lie get spit in the eye

Tell the truth get thrown away

Doesn’t really matter in the end

Cus I can’t hold onto anything

It gets blown away

What am I to do

Blade just won’t sink in

I guess I don’t even really wanna die in the end

But what is there to live for

When everything is gone in the end

Maybe I should just hold everything in

Hold my tongue and nod along

Smile when the mood is light

Hold my face blank when anything else just isn’t right

When asked the truth say I don’t have an opinion

Never let me in cus you’ll get lost before we even begin

Doesn’t matter if you want love or a friend

Keep me out even if I scream and shout

Life is the only thing that holds me in cus everything else is gone in the end

Live in doubt

Breathe in and out before starting again

Never seem to learn my route

Always losing things in the wind

To hide away from the light of day or find anyone willing to look my way

 Is the mother f*****g option I got any day

Unless I’m willing to lose it all even as it begins

Nothing really matters in the end….