the ever fall forward

Broke my way through with no one to catch me

Screaming and fighting as I was carried along

Tombstone fell on me as I stumbled on

Fell on chainsaw placed in a crib to bleed all through the day

Went home to meet a stranger in my bed

Went to my aunts to sell my soul

Went to bed to find demons in my head

Hid behind a couch to watch as he beat in her head

Stood by as he shot himself in the head

Mom found a guy happy she said we would be but fucked and beat instead in my bed

I tried to plea but mom said it was in my head

Went to the 6^th grade to be threatened and belittled

Wrote a poem about a wolf, school said I was fucked up in the head

Demon coming when I’m dreaming

Teachers, students, and family burning me down and putting me underground

The gun misfired and the blade couldn’t sink in

Couldn’t die in the end

Fell in love only to be destroyed in the end

Stabbed through the hand for taking a stand

Beat with a board broke over my arm as I curse god for my “blessings”

Watched as I bleed

I gave up but the pain came on anyway

Held my emotions in and went insane

Undead broke through and fucked with my head

Don’t care anymore

Cleared my head

Befriend a priest

Stuck in my head

Don’t understand why

Shadows return and I close off again

Might as well be dead

Let the fire burn me and blades cut me

F**k with my head

Well go on ahead

Waiting for my end

Writing a flow of thought

Is this a poem

Ah f**k it I’m going on ahead

Eminem playing through my head

Might as well just go to bed

Reviews

[Pax]

brilliant ending, love some songs of eminem, some of his song speaks truth and rhymes well.
this poem is emotionally sad and has dark essense to it... the rhyme is great as well.
Nice work.