In My Heart

Dedicated to someone whom I fell inlove with but somehow decided to ignore me..

Songs in my head, beating.
Darkness in my room, so irrisistable.
Watching them afar, so heart aching,
Yet being so alone seems comfortable.

Making things the way it was planned,
Writings on the wall seems no point at all.
Nightmares floating in my dream land
And shadows of grief stand so tall.

I thought I was going to lose it.
I thought I was alone.
I thought I would never meet
Someone who'd kiss my heart of stone.

You know I'm still naive,
Yet you made me understand.
You know I can decieve,
Yet happiness, you wrote in the sand.

Crimson heart suddenly starts pounding,
I'm afraid of this feeling.
The feeling of losing,
Losing myself in your eyes, so revealing.

I'm fully covered,
Yet still naked.
How did you discovered,
Where did this uncertainty originated?

I'm a rose , so bright and red,
But I'm covered with pain.
"Please live" you said
And it made my heart insane.

I'm uncertain if you feel this throb.
I don't know if this is real.
I see you hear me sob
But I don't know how you feel.

This feeling, making me hold you so tight.
This feeling, making me forget I'm sad.
This feeling, leaving you in my sight.
This feeling, the best feeling I had.

I want you, not just you.
I want to be the one,
The one who will not make you blue
And the one who will make memories that cannot be undone.

I don't know how to say it out loud,
I still don't know more about you.
But with you I will stand in the crowd,
And everything I will do.

I know someday you'll know me.
I know loving you is all I can do.
I don't know if it's meant to be,
But all I can say is "I Love You".

I hope you won't change after this.
I hope you'll stay.
You're the one I will always miss
And to be with you is all I pray.