Farewell to my Darkened Senses. Hello Safety

When trauma happens,.. Triggers can heighten the rejection by all senses. Leaving me a moment to need to leave and breathe.

I just want to breathe. Get up and leave.

I don't want to try to communicate. Because most times you try to Never to relate

You make me bring you around in circles as if  interrogated I need a sense of Air Life, Security and Realness.

Seems most times your bad habits become you. Not addressing the message are you

I heard you loud and clear. It's better here than near

The sight of you no longer makes me happy safe, feel loved, cared for.

I have no idea if divorce is where we are headed. The times I tried are an equation minus four

I don't want you to touch me. It's not a feeling of comfort,.. but of God Awful hurt

Spray, Spritz, Mist... even my sense of smell is triggered.

It's hard to hug you like nothing happened well I guess nothing did. You never called

And Now you pecking kiss keeps me in another layout of four walls.

Our marriage has been blown it was never undercover. You my dear are no longer my

Roommate, companion, or LOVER

I will take my time this third chance. 

I will be looking for a longer courtship 

10+ Years after this Failed Romance.

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

Best of luck on your next moves; learn from the past and find things that last.
Free at last, free at last.

[Khloevhr]

Thank you, Sami Khalil. I am glad you are back on here, and I will have to review your poetry as well. I noticed some read requests! Free at Last! Yes

[Sami Khalil]

No worries. I do not send read requests. I leave it to the freedom of the reader.
Feel free as you are set free.

[Khloevhr]

Oh, I had some from 2013?!

[Khloevhr]

I had not been on here in years

[Sami Khalil]

Old time perhaps. I mean recently. Now, I see. Glad you are back and in full force.

[Khloevhr]

Thank you!

[Sami Khalil]

Thank you kindly

[emmajoygreen]

There's sadness and wretchedness streaming through your words; your pain almost eating through them. Yet, you're somehow braving what's happened, painful though it is - incredibly bravely, stronger maybe than you ever thought possible. Wishing you spirit and - with it, endless hope, Khloevhr

[Khloevhr]

Thank you so very much. Bravery= living. Hope continues to make me stronger

[emmajoygreen]

Say hello if you ever want or need to, Khloevhr. OK?

[Khloevhr]

Okay, thank you emmajoygreen! That is so kind!

[Brad Dehler]

Your heartbreak is spilling onto the page. Thank you for opening up and .... just letting it loose. You must be a strong person. Seems you have a sense of what you should do next..

[Khloevhr]

Yeah, I do. I know. But I need to just get up and take action. It's hard, you know, when all you want Is A For Real Love. Not NPC's sending you on missions. I mean busting out nitro gloves in Fortnight and combating, melee..ing until they hear you loud and clear. It's over.

[Khloevhr]

Thank you for picking me up by reviewing my poetry. It is much appreciated