Sin

Sin

A Poem by Khalidak
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a little bit of Jesus Musik

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Im a Jesus lover, but I cant hold the act,

im not as good as I seem, sometimes its just an act.

God I try to love you, as best as I can

sometimes I cant control myself, and I need to be a better man

not just for me, but for my family too

Lord please give me the strength to be like you

help me change my ways, and give me hope

sometimes I feel like im losing the rope

I cant hold on, I need your help

please lord, I just cant do it myself

pull me up, and set me free

fear holds me to this world and your love is the key


Jesus, I love you, but I cant talk right now,

cuz sin is calling, and im drowning you out,

all I hear is the devils voice, it seems like theres only one choice

give in and let the rest fall, but that can't be it I gota stand tall

I gota be strong and keep you near, cuz I depend on you to cease my fear

I need you Lord to love me now, your all that I want but I cant hear you now

open my ears, and let me see, I know no matter what you will always love me


5 days in lord im doin better, im controllin myself no mo sin not neva

the devil aint here all I see is you, your in my heart and my hearts in you

but im slipping again every time the tvs on, I see a pretty girl and my mind has done wrong,

damnit whats wrong with me, why am I not worthy, I try so hard and get nothing but hurting.

Lord my soul is black like coal, I dont deserve your love, not me not anymo

only say the word and I shall be healed, but thats not enough, my soul is sealed

sealed by the devils work, I feel like im in debt just for bein a jerk,

upsetting you God, I dont want it anymore, Jesus please just open the door


Jesus, I love you, but I cant talk right now,

cuz sin is calling, and im drowning you out,

all I hear is the devils voice, it seems like theres only one choice

give in and let the rest fall, but that can't be it I gota stand tall

I gota be strong and keep you near, cuz I depend on you to cease my fear

I need you Lord to love me now, your all that I want but I cant hear you now

open my ears, and let me see, I know no matter what you will always love me


Give give give, thats all he does, and I throw it away like a rock from above

I feel so bad and I wana do betta, but I cant cuz my mind is still in the gutta,

wait.... what if my mind stood still in time, and my heart led me through the struggles of mine

and then I could see your face, with my soul in your grace, all I have to do is stop the chase

stop trying to not sin, just be good like you showed us we can,

you died for us Lord, now its our turn,

lets all get to heaven just follow his pattern.

© 2010 Khalidak


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this piece is really powerful in telling the reader how you feel right now, and it's very descriptive of your relationship with Jesus and the amount of dependence you have on him.
like i said in the last one, you're great at telling how you feel and keeping the reader's attention.
well done!

Posted 14 Years Ago



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Added on February 8, 2010
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