Overdose

Overdoes attempt

One pill two pill three pill four

Locked in the bathroom behind the door

Five pill six pill seven eight

The voices in your mind saying it's just fate

Nine ten eleven twelve

The empty bottles arranged on the shelves

Thirteen fourteen fifteen sixteen

You've tricked everyone into thinking you've stayed clean

Seventeen eighteen nineteen twenty

You keep going though you've had plenty

Twenty one twenty two twenty three twenty four

You start to feel dizzy and fall to the floor

Twenty five twenty six twenty seven twenty eight

Now you'll be able to clean your slate

Everything begins to be blurred

Not knowing anythings that's occurred

Your family leans over yelling and crying, it's hard to remember

Hearing the ambulance arrive that cold night in December

Believing the lies that filled your head 

Not wanting anything more than just to be dead

Being loved isn't something you know

It was finally time you just let go