The VictimA Poem by KeziaStories are often twisted to make whoever told them an angel. Perhaps you shouldn't believe everything you're told.
1am and your mother would call, "where is he?", I never knew because you never told me.
The days started to grow colder and I said, "darling, if you're not going to wear your jacket, can I?", you said yes of course so long as I didn't go through your pockets. I wish I went through your pockets that day. What would I have found? Often times you were busy but I understood because I had homework to keep up with. Eventually somewhere along the road you decided I was too "clingy". I understood because I would call and text constantly to make sure you were okay and to see where you were in the event that your mother asked. I promised not to ask any more questions because our relationship needed trust. You still visited for a nice make out session and whatever else you wanted, however, I didn't give it all. Sexually, I was not enough. You must have grown much more frustrated because sleeping with other girls was your new hobby, luckily, I never asked questions. Months of being stuck with me was awful for you, it must have been agony. It was so bad for you that I became your silent punching bag and a new excuse arose on each occasion either I fell or I was simply just clumsy; and just like me no one asked questions. Eventually I was so stressful for you that you chose drugs to zone me out or at least to put up with all the "I love you" texts that you didn't get from me exclusively. Now me being the b***h that I am decided I needed to leave you. I didn't feel happy or safe. You cried and you told your friends how awful I was how horrific I had been to you. I broke your heart you said. Everyone knew that it was I who broke your heart. You loved me through everything and I just left. What did you do wrong? You told all of your next lovers that you were still head over heals for me because I was an angel. But I broke your heart. Sometimes I run into your friends, darling, they don't hesitate to tell me how awful I am. How heartless I am. As if what happened didn't destroy me. Your new lovers will also text me because I ruined you. Therapy didn't help. Nothing helped. My best friend stopped speaking to me because you even told her how terrible I was. I don't know what you said to them but, darling, even I feel bad for you. © 2015 KeziaFeatured Review
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4 Reviews Added on December 13, 2015 Last Updated on December 13, 2015 AuthorKeziaBarrie, Ontario, CanadaAboutMy writing will leave a lot to your imagination, I like to keep the reader wondering. Love feedback :) more..Writing
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