Don't I Deserve It??

Ever been in this situation?

Don't I Deserve It?...

With a smile on my face, I do everything I can,

Yet when I do one small thing wrong, it's like I'm banned from life,

But I keep my head high thinking I just might get to the other side of the tunnel, into to light,

Disorders, drama, depression, and tears, only when I just want everything to be clear,

I try so hard to make everyone smile, that I almost forgot how to myself,

I give happiness to others then there is none left... For me...

But I think I can last, just a little longer, I just have to wait, because apparently it won't come fast,

I've been good for a while, practically being everyones servant... I should get my time soon, I mean, 

Don't I Deserve It?