anymore

 

i don’t talk into the dark for you to hear me

when i speak about you,

when i look out from the space with its pitch blackness,

i close my eyes to further the void most evident...

i don’t talk in the dark anymore,

 

if i turn my back,

look away from you even though my desires, desire

i still remain engaged, locked and loaded

knuckles white, and affixed

i grip to my only imaginaries of you,

trying not to talk in the dark anymore,

 

…and you, put up defense of wall i cannot climb

cannot surrender to, yet i fight to beat against it

with all tools i know to have

they all fail to your castle force to stand

the sickening of the sweet,

and i try to not talk in the dark anymore,

 

i force my being to swallow and drown to step to forget

but cannot

if i saw you now, if you took me now

i would refuse you

as tonight, i hope not to talk in the dark anymore

 

Author's Note

..trying to remain strong, but i waiver. its about trying to let go even though its hard not to.

Reviews

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I like it...a good poem
Great Job