a lighter dark

 

a look back

i take a retract and delve into the sand

to inhale, a greater exhale to spend...

fill my lungs so i cannot breathe

and die another time.. tired to seethe

in dreameries, i draw you closer,

i command you to attend, to come with me,

like it used to be

but you are never there,.....

a love lost...

lips swollen shut,

your hands, your fingers in my mouth...

you hush me up...

and take me to tranquility..

in another time it was to be...