Beyond Personality Flaws.

I have a couple to upload that are new ish bear with me.

I know

                I know

You think I’m disgusting

                And terrible

                                Or at least my attitude

Which it is

 

And you definitely think

                                Disrespectful

But let me tell you a couple of things about myself

 

There is hate here

                In this heart of mine

So wretched that it takes over

                                Every jealous fiber

           Of this empty head

                Of mine

 

F**k you

And your blue eyes

                And everyone who thinks this poem

                                Is about them

 

Yes

I’m judgmental

Abrasive

And I have no regard for other people’s feelings

                                Especially while drunk

 

But at least I don’t touch

                Other peoples s**t

So you’re mad

Because we’re together too much

                Screw you

 

I’m not your f*****g mom

But if you act like a two year old

                I will step in

 

Because as much you all like to say

                Oh look at her

                                No she’s cold hearted

                Look there

                                No she’s too high and mighty

 

I do care.

                Ya know?

 

And if you don’t appreciate that

                It’s f*****g on you

                                Not me

 

I try to look at positives

                And what I’m taking here is

                Well at least

I won’t write so much god damn

                Love poetry

 

But don’t even let me get started on

                Just how GREAT this year

                                Has started off to be

 

                GOD DAMN IT!

What ever

                And I’m the one who is

                                Pretentious

 

At least I know my flaws

Author's Note

everything is intentional.