Confessions of a Heart Breaker

What I'd say to him with a dash of courage.

Let me be honest for a change

I’m a heart breaker

Not because I want to be

But because I’m only capable of falling in love

                With the wrong people

And the wrong people

Well they’re only capable of falling in love

                With me

 

I lied a lot

When it came to me and you

I guess I should tell you

You were not only my first

But my only

And knowing that I did this to myself

Without so much as your knowledge

                It kills me inside

 

                                Girls are much different

Than guys

A different set of chemicals release in our brain

And we latch onto the idea of love

Much more than a man

However why did I think you would ever be renowned as

                                A “safe” choice

 

Not only were you unsafe

You were

                Devastating

And even today

The time apart is nearing our time together

And I do not feel any better than I did before

 

It doesn’t go away

Even knowing

You’re with other girls

That just

                Hashes open the wounds

Or pours salt into them

 

                I’m not really sure which ones your style

But you kill me anyway

And I know I’m killing others

And I can’t make them all mine

And I’m not perfect for every man

But I figured maybe I could at least be perfect for you

 

Then maybe I wouldn’t have to be a heart breaker

But no

I’m dying here

And at this rate

                I’m going to die

           Alone