Someone Other Than Me

I'm feel like it's time to put colors in my hair again, have an explanation of my thought process here.

I’m always on the way to

Getting tired of myself

You see

Sometimes I get so sick

Of the person I see in the mirror

With her long blond hair

And round face

 

And her eyes that barely work

                                (Only god knows they never tell her the truth)

 

Some days I just want to

Chop off all my hair

Or dye it some crazy color

                                I’ve never been bold enough to cut it

 

I wouldn’t look good with shot hair anyway

 

But I guess I do these things

So I don’t have to feel like me

           Anymore

Because when I start to feel like myself

I can pick out all my

Unchangeable

                Undeniable

                                Flaws

 

I guess that’s the main reason

I wanted to move

                                Away to begin with

So I could have the chance to

Reinvent myself again

In some ideal image

                Of a girl with colored hair

                                And broken eyes

 

Where I can avoid my inevitable

                                Personality

                Flaws

The only trouble is

 

I’m a horrible actress

       But

                A way to excellent

               Liar

Author's Note

Everything here is intentional

Reviews

[DJ]

What an interesting piece and an interesting profile you have. I like the style in which you write, its different, creating pauses at the most unexpected moments. Ah, wishing for a change or to re-create oneself... because you see flaws, that perhaps others can't, maybe you have deceiving eyes or insecurities. We all have thoughts like this at some point in our lives. Well written piece, I liked it, Thanks, Cairo.

[kera moondust]

Oh thank you =)

[DJ]

you're welcome