I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

A Poem by Mackenzie Knitter
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Really dark time, trying really hard not to worm my way back into the darkness.. :/

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It drips, but I like it when it pours,
That's why I push harder, seeking more
More of something that I can't get a grip on.
Knuckles turning white with the struggle to hold on.
'Hold on to reality!' They scream with disgust.

But even if I hold on, it'll never be enough.
For I am scarred now, marred now, 
It drains from my heart now, I'm sorry now,
You can't be proud, I'm letting go and spiralling down.

I'm sorry I'm just a clown
I'm sorry you can't be proud of me.
I'm sorry I let you down,
Because I'm falling apart at the seams.

I can't always fake a smile,
Live my life so perfectly.
I'm not strong all of the time,
And If my tears make me weak,

I'm sorry. 

© 2016 Mackenzie Knitter


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Mackenzie Knitter
Bunch of dark content, going through bouts of anxiety and then slammed with intense depression.. it sucks.

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Wow amazing peice I get battling the dark I'll be adding a new peice in a few minutes I'd like your opinion on its called The Ultimate Struggle great work keep it up and never give up!

Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Mackenzie Knitter

8 Years Ago

Thanks, I'll check it out! :)

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Added on January 18, 2016
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Tags: depression, self harm, im sorry, self worth

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Mackenzie Knitter
Mackenzie Knitter

Burnaby, BRITISH COLUMBIA, Canada



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