Done. Silence.

Done.

Helpless like sand in a rivers flow.

Contradicting anything with lies

Being captured by someone else's words.

Hands are shaking while

Grabbing the handle 

Of the kitchen knife.

Soon everything will turn red

In the darkness the moon

Is screaming through the night.

It is hell, without a doubt

I can't escape. I will try to

Close my eyes to see my

Worthless life rush by.

The wind captures the images 

Of betrayal. No one moves.

Silence.

All fingers point towards my mind

Hopelessly I break down.

An ocean of tears tries

To sucessfully fill my face. My eyes

Are starting to drown.

More tightfully I force the 

Blade on my bleach white skin

Skin. I feel my skin tare

apart like zipper sides. Slowly

Tzs tzs tzs. Only four inches deep

Then my soul will be free

From this teasing world. I feel the 

Done.

Silence.

Author's Note

_I know there are small grammar mistakes, but if you noticed grammatically wrong sentences I would love for you to point it out. My first language is German so sometimes I mix them up..
_Over all I would love to see what you think of my writing either way. Thank you.