rantings 011 "whatever."

"Whatever." that is the response I get. That is the response I get, for two damn years of work. But you know what, I don't mind. Here's why: I don't have to wonder anymore whether or not I was wrong, cuz guess what? I WAS. So now I have an answer at last. She doesn't love me, never will love me, and I am hopeless. But hope is just the beginning of unhappiness right? So time to push all that aside, and focus on what needs to be done. A resounding NO, is better than a year of I dunno's or maybes. The Euphoria ended a long time ago, now its just pain there. But thats why I will no longer tread there. Just focus on something, anything, else.

More of a self pep talk than anything, so yeah.