The torture of thought

A Poem by Kenny Alex

My thoughts haunt me
In the darkest night
They give me fright
when i rest they disturb me

My future scars me
When i think it freaks me
When i sleep its a nightmare
It gives me pain I can't bare

My life suprises me
My heart keeps pumping
At the moment i think am done
Becomes the time i finally learn

My spirit gives me hope
In darkness it guides me
It repairs me when am broken
And lets me hear the unspoken

Then its all over
My eyes open to see what happened
My time my thoughts have taken
Leaving me with nothing

I'm a baby bird who wants to fly
But my parents are penguins
The impossible remains until one tries
I shall follow my torturous thoughts
This is how my journey begins