Bliss

Something pretty amazing.

     I fell asleep in his arms... and that was it. This beautiful feeling consumed me while I was asleep. It was a feeling of love and happiness and, well... just a sense of all that is good and pure in the world. It was an unreal feeling. I didn't sleep long because, for once, life... no, reality, actually, something that had never really worked out for me, was FINALLY better than just a dream.

     All my wishes came true at once. Every pleasant feeling flooded my mind and body. Least to say, I was overwhelmed with joy and serenity all at once. There, in his arms, is where I'm most free. And I miss him every second he's not with me. It should get easier to say goodbye, now that I get to see him more often... but it doesn't. It gets harder with every goodbye. But I can't help but prick myself with a slight ounce of happiness when I realize that, one day, we will NEVER have to say goodbye again.

     The feeling of my head on his chest is perfection. I'm still, not because I can't move, but because, for once, I don't want to. I don't need to. I'm fine where I am. My anxiety melts away and I'm blessed with perhaps the most unexplainable freedom I've ever experienced. It's unreal how much I love him, and how much he proves to me that he really, truly loves me... but it's amazing. The respect, the kindness, the care... just everything. It's amazing! It's like a Nicholas Sparks book or a John Green book. It's something people daunt over all the time. It's something I never thought I would have hold of, but here it is in the palm of my hand.

     What really gets me though, is when he gazes into my eyes, stardazed, shakes his head and smiles one of those genuine, glowing smiles and says, "How can there NOT be a God? How can anyone think that there is no God? He placed the entire world in my arms," And this makes me feel warm and happy. This is something I've never had, a love like this. It's beyond what you can read in any novel about love. It's beyond the stars. It's farther than the distance to the moon and back, and back to the moon and back again. And as large as it is, it's peaceful. And it's bliss.