Self-destruct

Self-destruct

A cut to hush my demons,

A shot to numb the pain,

A burn to punish my actions,

Honestly, I think I’m insane.

 

Pills to blur the memories,

I have only myself to blame,

I have become my own worst enemy.

Is this my only escape?

 

Years in this Hell I've created,

What can I possibly gain?

My heart has lost; it finally gives in,

I’m sure I can only feel pain.

 

I cannot deny that enough is enough,

My worth is completely drained,

I fight my feelings of animosity,

I’m done with my sick little game.