This is it, she thought as she threw her
bulging bag onto the bunk she would be occupying for the next three weeks. This is the moment you’ve been waiting for.
You’ve waited so many years to finally be a camp counselor. Don’t ruin it. You
got this. Kat took a deep breath and left the cabin to meet the other
counselors she would be rooming with. As she stepped out of the door, a blonde
girl with a bouncing ponytail bobbed up to Kat and stuck her hand out: “Hi! I’m
Summer! Kind of funny, isn’t it?” Then she let out this high-pitched girly
laugh and continued, “Because we’re at a summer
camp!”
Kat smiled and took her hand, shaking firmly, like they taught her.
“I’m Kat. I can’t wait to be your co-counselor”.
Summer’s face lit up: “Oh!
Kat! Like a kit kat. Can I call you that? Kit kat? Or what about kitty kat? Oh!
Is that okay? Should I just call you Kat?”
“Kat’s fi-”
“We have so much to do before the campers arrive!
Help me with my luggage?” Summer interrupted but beamed with a smile. Kat
shrugged and picked up one of Summer’s industrial-sized, hot pink bags and
began to lug it into the cabin.
“So, how much do you love camp? I know I love
it soo much. It’s so great, isn’t it? Like the water is amazing and always
refreshing! Plus the cabins are so homey, don’t you agree?”
“Oh yeah. I love camp. I always
have. I’ve waited so long to be a counselor. I almost didn’t get in!” Kat
replied, beginning to relax because camp was the one thing she could talk about
for hours.
“Oh. Haha. You almost didn’t get
in? That’s odd. I knew I was a shoe-in because my parents went here. We’re like
practically a legacy! Plus I know Sam Bartlett on a personal level. You know who Mr. Sam is right?”
“Yeah, I know. He’s the-”
“Camp director, of course. People say they know him, but I
really know him, you know? Plus, I
mean, look at me, I might as well be…”
As Summer went on and on about
how she was extremely qualified to be a counselor, Kat began evaluating herself
in comparison. With Kat’s short, red hair and modestly rounder figure, she
barely fit the part of “the slimmest and sleekest” as Summer put it. Summer had
the summer bronze and bouncy personality to keep her afloat in any counselor
position. As this storm of thoughts simmered over Kat’s head, Summer snapped
her attention back: “How about we head down to the dining hall, kitty kat? We
can meet all the other counselors! I hear there are some mega cute boys from
Cabin 12”. With a whip of her long blonde ponytail, she turned on her heels and
headed down the stairs, waiting for Kat to follow.
The Dining Hall was a blur of
clones.
Kat stood on her toes, trying to
look over the small crowd of people. She searched for a friendly face, a lonely
figure or anyone who wouldn’t be as peppy as Summer. She felt a tap on her
shoulder, and turned around to see a boy’s tan face smiling at her.
“Hi! I’m
Brian Clooney! Not related to George Clooney of course.” His deep laugh echoed
and startled Kat in her reply.
“Oh. Hello. My name’s Kat Morey. But…not like
anything. Just..um, Kat?” Brian’s smile only fell half an inch before he
brightened his spirit mysteriously.
“What a cute name! Hi Kat! You must be a
new counselor. I’ve been a counselor for two years now: this being my third!
I’m pretty experienced you could say. Do you have any questions?”
Kat looked Brian up and down. He
had a fishing shirt on, light blue; khakis, just above the knee; and Chaco’s,
these wondrous hiking shoes that seem to pop up all around camp. With his
sunglasses hanging from a carefully picked lanyard, Brian had the prime
counselor look. Finally, Kat realized she should probably ask some questions,
even if she didn’t want the answers. “Actually, Brian, I was wondering…What
exactly is to be expected of me here? How should I act around the campers? I’m
a little confused.”
Brian let out his deep laugh
again, calling attention to him from the group of counselors around them. They
all smiled as if there was an inside joke about Brian’s infamous laugh.
“Well,
you see Kat. Let me give you the 411. You are these kids’ role model. You are
who they want to be! So you gotta make yourself desirable. Not in..you know, a
physical way. Just make ‘em love you for you.
What I’m saying is, be whatever you gotta be to make these kids love you
and come back to camp. In other words: if they come back, we get paid! How
sweet is that?”
Kat smiled, unsure, “Hah. Yeah.
Totally sweet.” Brian seemed pleased and, patting Kat on the back, climbed up
on one of the stools to call attention to the other counselors: “WELCOME TO
CAMP!” Brian yelled in a loud, mocking voice of Sam Bartlett’s welcome cheer.
Everyone around Kat laughed and yelled back: “WHERE FUN BECOMES FUNNER!”
Apparently, this was a joke between the counselors Kat hadn’t learned about
yet. Brian chuckled lightly and continued:
“I want to thank ya’ll for coming to
camp and, of course, giving these campers something to look forward to! In
about two hours, campers are going to come streaming through those gates and we
gotta be ready for them. So, what I’m asking is: ARE YOU READY?”
“READY!”
“I said…ARE YOU READY?”
“READY!!!”
“Alright sounds like we’re READY!
Now, if everyone will pop a squat, I just gotta go over some basic rules Mr.
Sam told me to inform you guys of. Of course we all know about the Rules 1-5,
but it’s mandatory that I go over them. Ya’ll know the program.
“So. Rule #1: No touching any of
the campers unless they initiate a hug: hugs are all good.
Rule #2: No boys on girls side,
whether they’re campers or counselors.
Rule #3 (applies to rule 2): No
campers/counselors inside cabins of the opposite sex
Rule #4: No one is allowed
outside his or her cabin after curfew (midnight)
And of course,
Rule #5: No drugs or alcohol,
ya’ll know better than that.
“Well now that that whole spiel
is done with. Let’s get ready for CAMP!!” Brian yelled as the surrounding eyes
gleamed and the hands clapped for such a marvelous telling of five camp rules.
There
seemed to be a sudden impulse for everyone to go somewhere and prep, whether
they were prepping themselves or the camp, but Kat didn’t understand where she
was to go. She managed to find Brian in the crowd of moving counselors and
tapped his arm, a question already on her lips.
He smiled down to her: “Hey
Kat! You all good with the rules and preparations? As for right now you can
head on back up to your cabin and start unpacking your stuff. Gotta have that
bed lookin’ tip top shape for the campers! I’ll see you back here at 2:00 on
the dot. And remember: If you’re on time, you’re late!” With that, Brian merged
into the sea of counselors, going his own way to do his own preparations.
Kat
stood in the Dining Hall a long time before moving forward. Eventually, only
two or three spare clones were milling about, grabbing some cokes or candy from
the snack table set up for the early arrivers. Kat approached a guy who couldn’t
decide between a Coke or a Sprite. She breathed deeply and attempted to get
into the camp spirit.
“Hi! I’m Kat. But you can call me Kitty Kat.” The
nickname sounded strange on her tongue and the facetious happiness made her
feel off.
The guy turned to look at her and showed her a stretched out smile as
he replied, “I’m George Kane. So most people just call me Candy Cane, of
course!” The laugh he let out sounded fake and forced. Kat looked at him oddly
but he only cleared his throat, eyebrows raised. A silence stretched between
them before George Kane leaned forward and whispered, “Camp isn’t what I
expected it to be.” Before Kat could ask him what he meant or even say anything
at all George Kane grabbed a Sprite and jogged to the door. It was left
swinging back and forth as Kat stared after him.
Move.
Go. It’ll be okay. He was just playing around. You’re overreacting.. Kat told herself, forcing her
legs to move. One step and then two, followed by three more, until she realized
she was running, running, running. She began to think about last summer, when
she was a Leader in Training, back when she was treated as a slave, as the scum
of the earth: a freshman in an ocean filled with hot-headed seniors. She was
immediately looked down upon simply for entering the program. Without even
stepping a toe out of line, she was already in trouble every second of the day.
It was as if the moon had fallen down and she was to blame.
Stop it. It was
worth it. You’re a counselor now.
I know, I know. But this is not what I expected.
Does it matter?
It’ll still be an experience, and one you’ve wanted for as long as you can
remember.
I’m just afraid.
Sometimes, that’s
okay.
Kat stopped running and looked
around. Where was her cabin? She kept walking up the gravel road until she came
across a horse barn. She never did horseback as a camper because of her fear of
horses, so the location of this horse barn was extremely confusing.
There
must be someone up here, prepping for the campers, I suppose.
Kat climbed the last steep part
of the road and looked at the entire view of the horse barn. She heard a snort
very close to her and jumped back to find a large, black stallion gazing deeply
with red flared eyes at her. “I hate horses,” She told the horse plainly, but
its expression did not change. “That means I hate you. Go away.” The horse remained
still, holding its frightening gaze. Kat stared back just as intensely, hoping
to freak the horse out so it would leave and find something else to do.
“What are you doing?”
Kat jumped, letting out a little
squeak. She found Brian standing behind her with a question mark creasing in
his brows. Instead of answering his question, she turned back to the horse but
noticed that it had dropped its gaze and the fire in its eyes became a settling
brown.
“I was just..um..”
A smile smoothed out the creases
in Brian’s forehead, “It’s all good, Kat. I’m not too fond of horses either. We
came up here to hang, wanna join?”
Kat looked around at the empty
barn and pinned in horse fields. “Join what?”
A knowing look entered Brian’s
eyes as he replied, softly, “Come on.” He turned around and lead the way behind
the horse barn.
Before they turn the corner, Kat
hears voices and a pungent smell hits her nose, causing her eyes to water and
her throat to close up. “What in the-” “Hey guys! I brought a buddy, hope ya’ll
don’t mind too much” A group laugh shows that the people don’t mind at all.
They beckon for her to sit down and join them in their circle. Someone passes a
colored ornament to his neighbor. Others hold cups and refill them with some
sort of liquid. Hesitantly, she lowers herself onto the dirt and the dots of
what is happening very gradually connect.
Brian plops his arm around Kat’s
shoulders as he sits down next to her. The colored ornament is passed to him
and he takes a practiced, knowing drag. Without question, he places it in Kat’s
hands and looks at her face with expecting eyes.
“What is this?”
The group laughs in unison as if
Kat is being sarcastic. She stares at all of them, unmoving. The laugh dies
down and a girl across the circle, who Kat realizes is Summer, says, “Oh Kitty
Kat, you’ll love it! It’s such a nice, peaceful feeling. But we need to hurry
before the kiddies arrive! Take a hit! You’ll be a shoe-in like me. It’s great
to be friends with the other counselors. It’s our main goal!” Kat looks down at
the ornament in her hands and glances back up to catch Brian’s eyes.
“Do you need help how to? Don’t
worry. This is a lot of peoples’ first times” People around the circle nod,
encouraging. “You just inhale, I’ll light it.” Brian goes to hold the lighter
to the bowl so that Kat can inhale, but she shakes her head, confusion seeping
through her expression.
Brian’s knowing look returns and
he tells her, “Oh, I know what you want.” He gestures to someone by his side,
and they hand him one of the cups. He places this in Kat’s hands as he takes
away the bowl. “Drink up, Kitty Kat!” The group laughs together again, and
Summer beams at her nickname being chosen. And yet, Kat doesn’t drink up. She
sits for a few seconds, considering her options. Then she hands Brian the cup
back and stands, brushing off her legs.
“Camp really isn’t what I
expected it to be.”
And she walks away with no
regrets.