Crossroads

moments like this
lost and alone
not knowing where to turn
or the road to take
weeping softly
my heart in your hands
what am i doing?
does anyone know the plan?
this life is too much
for me to take right now
too afraid to try
too afraid not to
living in limbo
which path am i on?
the road that i choose
will it lead to you?
how am i supposed
to make this decision?
you've left me holding
just the joker card
will i ever be happy?
how can i if you are not here?
everyone has their own advice
they want you to take
what do i do when
all i want to do is run?
run from the pain
run from the emptiness in me
my heart aches
for what i cannot have
my soul cries
for its mate
how can love
cause so much pain?
doctor..please prescribe me
something to numb the pain
something to numb my mind
and make me forget
for just a little while
please somebody give me
a cure for what ails me
hello hypnotist?
could you erase my memory?
make me forget what i have lost
make me forget what i cannot have
for it's too hard to live
knowing he does not love me
knowing that i am not what he wants
or even needs
can your soul ever really heal
after a loss as great as this?
they say time heals all wounds
but i think this one has cut too deep
tell me someone
which way to go
guide me, help me
i cannot find my way
i am lost in this life
lost without him
will i ever find my way?