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my wish for you
is that your dreams come true
that happiness you'll find
and if i ever cross your mind
remember how much i love you
and that once upon a time
you loved me too
remember the smile that
you brought to my face
remember my kiss
and my warm embrace
remember the moments
i'll always treasure
remember the love
that no one can measure
i'll always remember the
joy you brought to my life
i'll forever treasure the
day you took me as your wife
our time has passed
your love for me
did not last
tears of joy i used to cry
have turned to tears of pain
as i ask why?
why couldn't you stay?
did you really have to go away?
my empty life, my empty soul
my beating heart is no longer whole
it tears me apart  
that i am no longer in your heart
i seek and i shall find
the very thing that will numb my mind
self destruction is the way to go
you're happy now and i can no longer grow
i thought i could stand to just be your friend
but babe, it's too painful..i am nearing the end