Always...

the emptiness never fades
my soul is crying for its mate
how long will it be before they are rejoined?
my heart cries out for the love of my life
i hide the sorrow well, though there are days its hard to do so
each day i have to paint on a smile
when all i really want to do is weep
weep for all that's happened
weep for all that's been lost
the time we've lost, we can't get back
the pain that brings is too much sometimes
i believe that everything happens for a reason
and while i do not understand why these things happened
i have faith that everyone affected will come out of this stronger
i know you feel what i feel, i just do not know the true depth of your pain
if there was anyway possible, i would take your pain away
for i know the pain i am enduring and i do not want you to go through that pain
i say that i love you, but you already know this
that will never change, ever
the love i have for you runs so deep that it cannot even be measured
each day i pray for you, many times a day, it's all i can do at this point in time
each night i dream of you, sometimes the dreams turn bad
i have faith that things will all work out in time
i just pray that too much time won't pass
we have lost too much already
i am yours forever and always, whether you want me or not
nothing will ever change that either
you were a gift given to me by God and that is something i will always treasure
i am faithful and true in my love and commitment to you
i long to hold you in my arms, to smell your beautiful scent
to look into your beautiful blue eyes and kiss those sweet lips
Lord, only knows if that will ever happen again but i still have faith and always will
i miss you, i love you, and i am yours...always