Rambling

How could I be so blessed?
Am I so lucky?
Yes..I believe so.
The time is short.
I realize this.
I'll treasure each moment.
For they soon will be gone.
I can't be the one.
That's just not reality.
Reality is all messed up.
What am I doing?
Where am I going?
I feel like I am standing still.
Watching you pass me by.
Will you keep on going?
Or will you stop and give me a chance?
Lost...I am lost.
Not even sure why.
Can't you try?
Can't you take a chance on me?
You can love me.
I know you can.
Feeling confused.
Maybe it's just the pain in my body,
and not the pain in my heart.
I'm okay.
Dreams...I had a bad dream.
That's where this manifests I believe.
Someday...maybe.