Swirls Of Questions

Swirls of questions
fill my head
Has the time come?
Is the end near?
I've been told it's inevitable
Is that true?
I guess I can feel that
I've felt a change
Something is different
I can't quite pinpoint it tho
I just take each day as it comes
Waiting to see if it's the last
Hoping that it's not
Hoping that I will get my miracle
That my dreams will come true
It's funny how I'm always chasing dreams
Crazy how I am always chasing love
Do I not deserve the love which I seek?
The answers will come
I'm sure of that
I do not know
if they will be the answers I seek
I pray that they are
but life is so uncertain
Everything happens for a reason
Some reasons, I'll never understand