You drown meA Poem by 𝔸ʂɾıéli໐ຖ Ş໐นlI really want to leave you again To leave you forever and mean it when I say "I'm done" Each time I talk to you, it feels as though I'm just annoying you... Why can't you just communicate with me better I just don't understand it. A part of me is always waiting for you to let me go waiting for the day you won't want me and yet nothing.... No confirmation that you want me to disappear No confirmation that you want me to stay It feels as though you keep pulling us under I try to pull us out of the water but you intentionally drown us The only way I can breathe is to let you go but I don't have the strength to loosen your grasp I've told you its ok not to want this relationship In fact I've asked you countless times if that's what you want Yet you just give me a neutral response- that leaves me even more confused With the fewest words you just drain all of my energy and with those few words you keep my hopes up I feel so guilty for the dumbest s**t but I know it isn't your intention to hurt me or at least I want to believe that I don't understand why you hate yourself so much I wish you would just let go of your past but I guess your scars are too painful to forget © 2019 𝔸ʂɾıéli໐ຖ Ş໐นlReviews
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