I'm in Love with a Nightmare

I'm in love with a nightmare

Like a sleazy affair, he waits in the darkest depths of my dreams
Waiting to touch me, f**k me
overpower and steal me
Piece by piece
From this world

I'm in love with a nightmare.

Like a murderer he makes me visualize the deaths of my loved ones,
Anticipates the breaking of my spirit so that I will be
All his
Forever

I'm in love with a nightmare

Like a lover he holds me, loves me,
But I am his pet and I only crave freedom that I cannot have.
I am doomed
To his heaven, my hell
For eternity

I am in love with a nightmare

Like a father he protects, watches, chooses
the ways of my life as he sees fit
But you
Are not
MY F*****G FATHER
LET ME GO!!!

I'm in love with a nightmare

Tied to his bed, his hands around my heart,
My nightmare, lover, protector
Kills me, rapes me, makes me his own
Finally. Forever.
My world is ending and
No one
Is here
To save me.