Blackest Of Hearts:
I sit in the solitude of my own desires; I wonder what the purpose of
life is? Should thou bring ecstasy for recollection in history? Or
twinge for immortality. As I have these feelings I ponder what my future
holds, will I be a hero of courage and strength, or a fiend bringing
havoc, anarchy, and destruction too everything I touch.
Neither mortal man nor beast can comprehend the reign of deception in my
intellect, so I keep my thoughts to myself. For if I were to reveal the
contagious ideals locked away in my psyche the world would turn to
ruins and the only things present would be revulsion, fabrication,
betrayal, and defeat.
Yet it
brings me comfort to unleash my fright among man, Thy world shall move
too the beat of my heart and every word spoken shall be spoken without
thought; man has exhausted numerous years loathing one another. The only
way for this world too come together is to have a common opponent. Well
that adversary shall be me. The world needs a bad guy, and since I
can't seem to do right I'll be the best at ghastly deeds.
I'm
sorry to my mother for having such a son as me; you deserve better and
with pleasure you have two others that I call brothers that will be
great in life by doing right. My fate has been written fore as you read
this my first foul endeavor has been commenced. The foul play at hand is
more than just shameful, but disgraceful as well. The blood has been
spilled and there is nothing too be done but await my capture fore I
shall not run nor hide from my measures of guilty manners.
The
life i now lead is one of pain and murder; no longer do you call me
family, friend or brother, may you not call me a saint without sin,
subduing beast within a lion's din. I am only here to offend. In my
demise i will make my amends but until that time I sit and enjoy as i
watch thy will bend, for faith is useless against my clout. You can call
me by name go head squeal, shout, Thy name is held by a silver tongue;
they call me Interitum Malum the immortal one.
The depth of my brilliance has yet too bee revealed.
(This is what happens when my mind wonders at night)
#mind.after.hours.~Khalab D. Goldsmith