A Lover's Note - You

sometime between April and August of 2016

You have the most spectacular eyes that never seem to be exactly the same. They reminded me of this old national geographic book I use to have with a silver fox.. Your eyes are really similar to its fur. Don't take that as a bad thing, they are beautiful. One of your most stunning features. You love play dough ice cream, same as me:) you have a perfect hourglass figure and you fit perfectly in my arms. You have the most gentle hands, even the slightest touch from you gives me chills that run through my bones. Every time I'm with you I grab onto your hip bone because it's fits perfectly in my hand and gives a wonderful grip for when I'm holding you close. Your heartbeat never changes. it's always the slow, steady, beautiful beat that I remember from last summer. You are very easy going, which sometimes creates a dispute between us when we have to choose things, but we always find a way to work it out:) You are very strong minded and independent. You know what you want and you go for the gold, people nowadays always bail out when things get tough. But not you, not my girl. You're the one that commands my every waking thought because someone as wonderful as you can't be taken for granted. You have the softest skin, I swear you do. It matches with your gentle touch, it's soothing just to hold you. It may not seem like it because I'm usually pretty awake when you come over, but you have a knack for relaxing me. When you hold and tickle my arm, I wish nothing more than to drift into sleep but the thought of you having to go home each night is what keeps me awake. I can't spend my time sleeping when I have you there with me, our moments are to be cherished and even if it is us just talking or watching a movie, atleast we are together and living in the moment. I'll try and keep this PG but your other "features" are amazing as well, although I've always been a guy for personality I'm soooooo beyond grateful I got paired up with a goddess on that warm summer night. I went over there with the intent of cuddling with some girl and then forgetting about it the next week. But I didn't, how could I? You are not just some girl. You're not someone that can be pushed to the side while others stand in the light. You deserve all the praise and love this world has to offer. Oh I could go on and on with this, forever and ever. I just might. Right now as I type this I'm determining on whether to even send it because thinking about all this has been a reminder of the queen that I'm in love with. This blessing of a girl that has somehow been matched with me. I'd say we just got lucky, but it's so much more than that. I'm a firm believer in Gods plan for all of us.. I'm grateful that you and I, us meeting and becoming what we are right now is apart of it. I don't know if I ever told you this, but that night, I was arguing with Justin and Keaton because I didn't want to hangout with any girls. All honesty I was scared, I told them we were all in need of a bros night and they should take me home or something else. I was nervous to hangout with all of you because I had already said I wanted to cuddle with someone... But God am I lucky. They convinced me to go and I had one of the greatest nights of my life. Meeting you then and seeing where we are now... I couldn't imagine the rest of that summer or the rest of my life leading up this this moment without you. Thank you for waiting, thank you for all that you've done for me, and thank you for loving me. I could never have waited that long for someone, I can't express enough how thankful I am. I love you. I love you sosososossoso much.