A Lover's Note - Late night mind

April 18, 2016

Oh how much I miss you. It's nights like this when I miss you the most. Cold out but not windy. You can feel the breeze every so often as a small reminder of nature's strength. When we have everyday to spend together, hopefully sooner than later we'll have to camp in our backyard on a starry night. Look up while talking and imagining about our future lives together. People take it for granted, living.. They go on day by day not realizing all the spectacular things happening around them. I want us to be able to sit and witness the beauty in ALL things, see past the black and white normalities. Every person has a beautiful mind. They have something that gets them through each day, a thought, a brief second where they know everything will be okay. I was thinking earlier today, how incredible it is that this universe works. That there is gravity, the atmosphere, oxygen, all of these elements that work in sync providing a stable place for humanity. We are here, civilization has progressed exponentially. Nowadays we have iPhones, computers, television, transportation, electricity. We invented these. We have made it so far and we are only discovering more! We can travel to other planets, send rovers and beacons into the depths of space and be able to transmit it back.. Learn and grow from what we've seen. Every second of every day a groundbreaking thought is made. Time will tell and I can't wait to be around to see the world change for the better. It seems childish and a bit out of reach but I think being an inventor or scientist would be the coolest job in the world. It's all about finding what works and what doesn't. Guess and check. Each test, each examination could lead to something new! Although it's just a fantasy of mine it would still be pretty sweet to do that kind of stuff. Hmm you ever think where you would be without one person in your life? It doesn't even have to be someone important, could be some random person you see on the street. They impact us, every action has a continuation of more actions. Like a good deed. One person to the next, a good deed is passed around through multiple people. It could travel throughout the whole world and no one would know it. I think that's why the phrase is "actions speak louder than words" our actions can effect multitudes, while words only effect those that read or hear. Every picture has 1000+ words that can describe it. Every action has 1000 actions that take place because of it. Jeez I just kept going on a little rant there, my mind always seems clearer at night. When I'm tired, but too awake to sleep. Anyways if you did read this I hope you aren't hating life, but if you got anything positive out of it then my job is complete. I love you and I hope you're sleeping like the princess you are. I'll talk to you when I wake up. You mean the world to me, you really do. I can't bear the thought of going a day without atleast texting you. You have my heart and soul. That will never change. Goodnight my beautiful Goddess