Short Composition of Poems and feelings

I sat down one night overcome with feelings, I didn't know how to cope. So I opened my phone notes and began typing how I felt. These were some of the first things I wrote.

We take hundreds of pictures to only post some.
We meet thousands of people in hopes to find one.


Allow me to die while living rather than in my sleep. I want to die with my eyes open seeing the world for what it is. Sleep is an escape until it becomes your fate.

I cling on to what I have because I've lost so much before. I pray someone will take me off the rope I hold so deeply to. That the person who saves me will never leave me for they know I will never leave them.

Open your eyes to what God has given you. Life, love, death, pain. Each is a test. Life is to act. Love is to feel. Death is to accept. Pain is to heal.

Cry upon my chest so that your tears may seep into the seems of my heart.

I wonder of things.. The stars in the sky, God made them and God made us but why don't we shine?

We wrote feelings on the sidewalk but they washed off in the rain. You carved you love into my chest but all i ever felt was pain.

Read between the lines and you will see your life start to shine

You broke and tore me, revenge is what you seek. I can't believe I fell for you, now my soul is what you reap.

It was you, it was me, it was us.


Little disaster

She woke me when she closed the door
I followed so curiously
Up all the stairs she climbed to the top
I followed so curiously
She stepped to the edge, taking one final breath
I followed so curiously