13 O'clock

*something from my diary*

I'm feeling so uninspired.

I need creativity.

I crave a purpose.

I want motivation.

Emptiness fills my veins.

I'm the punchline to my life, its a joke.

I'm not even trying.

I'm dissipating, wasting away.

running low on energy.

DULL DULL DULL 

life has to be better than this, surely.

I'm dwelling on my past,

like an idiot waiting for the clock to hit 13.

it's never going to happen.

I need to become unstuck. 

How did I ever get to be this way?

I guess I was trying to believe.

That was a bad idea. 

Author's Note

just something out of my own personal writings.
any feedback welcomed :)

Reviews

[barleygirl]

This is one of the best descriptions of writer's block EVER! I love the way you are so unapologetic about having nothing to say . . . but in fact, you have lots to say, which many can relate to. It takes courage to learn to write publicly about the messy parts of ourselves or our lives, but these are the things in which people are most interested. The clock reaching 13 o'clock -- never going to happen . . . this is quite brilliant for a mind that's DULL DULL DULL! *smile*

[Re-Pete]

Cool title. Sums up nicely. Stuck in a rut - something we can all relate to. "I'm the punchline to my life, its a joke." - great line although sad. A real downer. Well explained.

[Anjali]

First of all, KazMar Nice and Very Unique Title- It really intrigued me to read what you to express!
Your personal writing is so good expressing writer's block. Very well written and Keep Writing more...
Regards,
-Anjali

[Relic]

I've been down the same tracks. I too have felt as though the clock is ready to hit 13 and I've produced nothing yet. If there were only a formula that I could follow, but nothing pops up. I like the way you described this.