doo sez

yup

Deuces, peace son
life's not a re run
Fee Fye Foe Fum
who? where? and how come?...

once I was travelling
down a road grappling

with life itself, battling

to stay afloat and paddling

this fence of hope im straddling

my ego always damaging

sense of self dismantling

spend all day imagining

spectacular and dazzling

spaces, times, and gatherings

this lonliness is maddening

through memories I'm staggering

sometimes I don't know what to think

always feel I'm on the brink

could lose it all in just a blink

my mind's the pen

my soul's the ink

search my armor

find the chink

it's deep in the ocean that's frozen in my heart

speculating and supposing

we're all just lost within the dark

everybody wants to make a dent

everybody wants to leave a mark

not everyone is heaven-sent

not everyone can build an Ark

 

I listen to the meadow lark

all alone I'm at the park

light the blunt, ignite the spark

I know my role I play my part

the truth may set you free

but it's cold and it's stark

life is painful pleasure

life is death, life is art

life is beauty, life is vile

life rebukes me, I just smile

see, I've been here for a while

I've got tubes

I've got vials

experimenting like a child

feeling loose

feeling wild

I've been soiled and defiled

running this marathon

clocking every mile

take the notes

keep the file

flowing dirty like the Nile

no I'm dirtier, call me Ganjes

staying higher than the Andes

goats on the mountain

ghosts in the fountain

of youth, truth, and light

wrong and right, fight or flight

it could end today

it could end tonight

cause life is love

and they say love bites

I know it's true cause' I was bitten

saw a vision, and I was smitten

I was warned but didn't listen

forgot my spirit, forgot my mission

 

now I feel empty

one half of a whole

I don't give a f**k

fake a laugh

pack a bowl

dealing with consequences

and the wrath of my soul

paying all my dues

no I wont miss a single toll

I will slaughter every Orc

I will murder every Troll

screaming out "you shall not pass!"

as I invoke the Gods of old

their righteous fury we shall behold

the pale of night

the winters cold

I will be strong

I shall be bold

it's in my nature

it's been foretold

won't be bought

cant be sold

for I am the master of my soul

got a dream

got a goal

like Ponyboy, I'm staying gold

I won't flake

I won't fold

shattered limits

broken moulds