Saying Sorry (Chapter 7)

10-31-08

 

Lydia,

     Tonight is the big holloween dance. I really don't want to go though. I wanna just stay home and chill. I can't though. My mom already bought me a dress that was who knows how much. It's black silk. It has crystals all over and it's really pretty. It has straps that cross in the back like a low X. I love it. Lucky isnt going...She always does this. If she loves me so much why wont she do anything with me? Whatever. I have to get ready so i'll tell you what happens later. : Bye

 

                        -_Rein_-

 

 

 

' I was walking down a dark hallway, crying. The tears stung my cut face and I trembeled. She wasn't the only one being hurt. I was being hurt because I tried to stop it. Tried to stop them...They wouldn't stop. They wouldn't leave her alone. Josh never went and got help. He just left. He was scared. Just like me...Just like her...just like them...'

 

10-31-08

 

Lydia,

      I see Lucky didn't write in here today. I'm surprised. No, not really. It's about 11:30 and she isn't here. I think she read my last entry...if she did...I feel bad. I don't want to make her feel bad. I just wanna know why she won't do a lot of things with me. Is she ashamed of me or something? I'm texting her now asking where she is. This is all I got..." I'm on my way home." Which home? Anyway, the dance was bad. I didn't like it. Hence why i'm here early. I was supposed to come back at 2 and then get ready for a party but that isn't going to happen. Not unless Lucky is here. Well i'm gonna take a shower and go to sleep. Goodnight. :'(

 

                                    -_Rein_-

 

 

 

Author's Note

Please if you actually read this far...will u review? or message me? or something? I came here to get reviews and i'm not getting any. it makes me sad.