Saying Sorry (Chapter 5)

 

10-22-08

 

Lydia,

    I guess that's your name. I'm Lucky. I just read some previous journal entries that Rein has made. Well, the last one actually. Yes, I did do what Rein said. I cut. Big deal. Anyway. I wanted to say something. Rein, don't get mad that I read your journal. Just listen to what I have to say. I've loved you since the moment I layed eyes on you. Fairy Tale right? WRONG! Just catching glimpses of you in the hallways made me happy. I would watch you as you smiled and laughed with Josh. I never knew you would ever like me. I always thought you liked Josh. But, I'm usually wrong about a lot of things. Anyway, again with my story, You are the light to my world. I was just getting by with watching you at school. ( I wasnt a stalker) I knew my "friends" wouldn't aprove of you so I said...Forget them. Your all I need now. And if I ever lost you I'd lose myself as well. I don't love you because i'm IN love with you. I don't smile because I laugh and I don't shed tears of sadness but those of joy and happiness because you are now in my life. For good, no matter what, thick and thin, and everything in between.  I'll make this short and leave right now. Remember Rein. You are my angel and saving grace.

 

                          =+Lucky+=