my first love, and a broken heart.

my broken heart... my first love... where did it all go?

my sweet little Steven...
my first true love.
I lost him to a lie,
I lie I shouldn't have told.

my life fell apart,
in one instant moment.
it was like gravity sinking me into the ground,
to a hole full of torment.

I miss him.
he's happy.
I love him.
he's better on without me.

if I could go back in time...
trust me, I would.
if I could just say "I love you" one last time,
trust me, I would.

I'm left with no love, and a broken heart.
when will my life stop falling apart??

Author's Note

:'( very sad year.