I'm not perfect

My mom says I should change myself
She says I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life
Just because nobody wants to talk with me
And I argue with everybody
I just can't shut the hell up
Sometimes I just can't calm down
Look where I ended up
Because of my big mouth
People are avoiding me
Just because I say the truth
It's Christmas and my friends are gone
I'm sitting by the phone
And nobody seems to care
True friends?
They seemed to be my enemies
I didn't say I'm perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not looking for perfection
I just want people to accept me as I am
Maybe sometimes I said something wrong
And maybe my words didn't come out right
But there's something that keeps me coming
All the time I've spent here it was a waste
I keep coming like I'm looking for something