A reason?

my past which i still not over

28 months i thought we were strong
then came december 25th
the day you text me saying its over

You didn't explain yourself just put 'its over'
then i find out your with her the next day?
my best friend!!

How could you do this to me
to us.

I thought it was love
I thought we had something special

Were you with her behind my back?
were you with her when i was lying ill in a hospital bed?
So many questions and yet i don't know if i want the answers
i don't know if i'll cope

I havent slept properly since i found out about you two
you broke my heart
and don't even care

I deserved a reason why you dumped me
but you've ignored me since that horrible day

Then i get a text in the earlier hours just a couple days ago
telling me you two are having a child?

I don't want to see you or her again
delete my number and erase me from your life

Because the day you dumped me
was the day i erased you from my life forever

I deserved to know the truth
and its not slowly coming out

I don't remember when i had a decent night sleep
my pillows are constantly wet
from all the crying i'm doing because of you two

i hope your happy with what you've done to me
and put me through

I don't think i'll be myself again
for a very long time.

Reviews

[JanuaryDreamer♥]

holy sh-.....cow O.o im so sorry that happened to you :/ i feel ur pain....literally...i went through almost the exact same thing....its hard ik :/ im still not over it, but sad things is, im still madly in love with the boy who broke my heart and shattered it into millions of little pieces...i hope you will get better soon, heartbreak is hard to heal from. I really loved this poem because it had so much intense raw emotion in it. Well written!

[Fayla Z. Valentine]

Wow. This is great I love it. Even tho it is a tragic thing to happen to you.
This is a very well written poem and give the reader so much feeling. Good job. :)

[Madison A. Wright]

wow - im speechless.. and personally would love to beat his a*s for you. bad things happen to good people..always seems to happen that way. this is just pure honest feelings right from the core. something special about feelings like this that make the best writing.. getting through this will only make you stronger.. thanks for sharing this.. from ur heart!

[trainwreck]

This is really terrible. I'm so, so terribly sorry about what happened. "Best" is an awful word to use with friends.

[M.Babu]

This was absolutely brutal. I have the personal belief that people should just have the common decency to breakup face to face so that all the baggage is relieved. It's really the hardest thing to do but at least the other person will get over it and continue with life no questions asked.
Overall i liked the flow of the monologue. The bitterness in your tone is very tangible and the pain they've caused you is drastic. The simplicity in your words makes the feeling all the more powerful and i felt all the sentiment packed in them throughout the read. Im sorry for this but i really connected with the poem. Good job expressing the pain...hope it makes it a bit better.

[Spiceyyy]

cheers hunie it is really hard and its messed my head up alot.
slowly getting my life back on track thou and i do stil love him but i hate his guts aswell. x