Jet Amo

"I'll never leave if you stay with me too."

I love you, I thought that you loved me.

"And I know together that we'll make it through."

I trusted the words that you told me.

"I'll be there for you, no matter what I have to do."

You're all that I lived for and all that I need.

"And we'll be okay, because I'm in love with you."

Are you just afraid or did you never love me?


The reason that I'm alive

Is so I can know

If you never cared for me

Why did you say jet amo?

Don't go


I used to always hate goodbyes

I guess you hated them too

Now I would give anything

To get to say goodbye to you


My life is empty

I'm left with sorrow, nothin more

You're gone now forever

Before I even reached the door

If you ever loved me

I guess you don't anymore

Or was I just blind

And love was never there before?


Now when someone requests I play your song

I have to lie and tell them I forgot

When I'm awake at 3 am alone

I cry while I play Für Eliseo


I pray to God that you'll give me

One last chance to explain

If I lost you forever

I'd never lose the pain

I love you

Jet amo

Don't go


So do you really love me?

Even care for me at all?

Knowing I'll never meet you

Knowing it's all my own fault...

I would never do it again

It was never because of you

But if you can't forgive me

I'll still never forget you


Maybe no one else understands

But even days when I cried

I was never more happy

Then when I had you by my side


Now there's no one to love me

Or think that I'm perfect

I should have known you'd realize I'm not

And that would be the end of it


But if I knew it would end this way

Would I still have said yes?

Despite my ever-broken heart

I know that I was blessed


Just knowing you was enough

To make me happier than before

At least I have the memory

It's all I have left anymore.


Do you remember when we first met?

You made me promise this to you:

That even if things didn't work out

I'd always be a friend to you


Remember how I was paranoid?

Convinced that you would leave me?

Well you convinced me otherwise

That's why it's so hard now to believe


Even if you never loved me

I'll never stop loving you

And I'm not asking you to take me back

I just want to talk to you


So if you think that I'm not worth it

You're right, I'll never be

But if you ever cared for me at all

Be my friend, just talk to me


I know that it's a long shot

You'll probably never see this song

But part of me wants to believe

That you loved me all along


I know I don't deserve your time

But you're all that I had left

The only one who could make me smile

Even when I was depressed


I believed that you felt something

And even if it wasn't real

I guess it was a one-sided love

But at least I still could feel


I'd love you even if you hated me

At least you cared enough to lie

And say that I meant something to you

And that's enough that I'm alive


Writing on an empty page

Hoping someday you might see

The words I wrote you from my heart

I don't expect you to forgive me


I know that I did something very wrong

Trust me, I hate myself for it

But if you ever get to see this song

Maybe it won't be the end


I know I hurt you and I'm sorry

I hurt myself so much too

Cuz the mistake that cost me happiness

Was the mistake that cost me you


One second that I wasn't thinking

After three sleepless nights

Now cost me the one good thing

That I had left in my life


I know I don't deserve another chance

With anyone else I wouldn't try

But you're the one I hope might see this

And find a way to make me smile


One last time I'll say I love you

You still mean everything to me

I'll never forgive myself for losing you

I'll never play those stupid keys


So this is it, I've said all I can

My last attempt to let you know

Even if you never loved me

I'll always love you. Jet amo

Reviews

[Warren Daniel II]

Such a very deep, honest and very personal piece of poetry, reading this stirred up so much emotions in me, at some point I wanted to stop reading cause I could relate to what I was reading and it was bringing back memories " I know I hurt you and I'm sorry
I hurt myself so much too
Cuz the mistake that cost me happiness
Was the mistake that cost me you" those were my favorite, hope your heart heals and thank you for sharing such an emotional beautiful piece