OperationA Poem by Katie Kistler
I’d grown stagnant
and nearly calcified a tumor slowly growing deep inside the love turned blue and I was petrified when the scalpel came in contact before I could bat an eye and I concur, man I’d f*****g testify she never had my heart because I never had my mind so cut me off, I deserve it that’s what I keep telling myself I’m a cancer, I’m so hopeless I won’t even help myself just wanna be a dog on a leash keep me with you and take care of me and when you asked me what’s wrong well, it was everything couldn’t even catch my breath alligator tears kept falling I’m so worried about what I’ll do if you don’t keep me around cause I’m no use and that’s the truth, dear at least the brunt of it will I fall out of touch again and leave you loveless? I’ll cut it off, we don’t deserve it it’s a mantra now it’s just a cancer but I’m not helpless I can wait it out don’t wanna be a dead weight on your side I just want to be the best part of your life we’re on the prep table now so bring your tools a spool of thread and a needle for your future sutured wounds or look up “how to escape from the surgery room” can you please cut the anesthesia I can hardly even move and this is a riot now so bring your bricks knock the walls down, honey take them all or take your pick set your defenses I’m ready to give in you let you slip behind the lines I’ll let you win © 2023 Katie Kistler |
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Added on May 9, 2023 Last Updated on May 9, 2023 Author
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