Emotional Support Sad GirlA Poem by Katie Kistlerbasically a love letter to my favorite musician of all timewatching pet sematary even though it’s not that scary just want to be close to you I know you don’t feel it, too listen to you in the dark here it comes, my favorite part the highest note you’ve ever hit I always try to savor it but it always hits the roof of my mouth never tasted, always spit it back out heard you crying for the first time never knew how sad you were if you want, I’ll stay and listen if it makes it easier we could put on wayne’s world it’s another of your favorites I read that on the old website when you were way more famous back when you were belting out the feelings settled in your mouth I always liked the way you’d sing about the things “behind your teeth” but I still love most everything you say you’re always there for all of my worst days and you’ve been having a bad day now for some insane amount of years I guess I should have guessed it because you always knew my fears but as I wait it out with baited breath you spelled it out and I knew then my comfort needed comforting and isn’t that the damnedest thing so I’ve been having the worst year of my life now I’d bet that you could say the same 23 so far is something that might undo all ways I had built myself up into something safe my love has left me for another girl that wasn’t me and I know that you know how that feels you always do, it seems so I’m looking at the slowly graying brown on my bent head how much happier would I be if I dyed it riot red? and listened to dead horse on repeat laying in my bed? bet that I’d be happier with you just being sad and I have been and I have © 2021 Katie Kistler |
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