Nabokov In JanuaryA Poem by Katie KistlerL
My favorite tattered blanket
I've kept for near eight years I keep it cause I tell myself It smells like you, my dear But it doesn't And I don't think it ever has It smells like grandpa's fabric softener Mixed with every home I've had But I just miss you And I wish that I could have you here instead I miss the girl I met three years ago With big, unworried eyes That held my gaze so softly It would often make me cry Her calloused hands were never rough They never held too tight To tell the truth, I'm still in love With the memory of her smile Now it's just a little crooked And it doesn't reach your eyes You've replaced the girl I loved With a sad and bitter child Well could I see her for a day Because I miss the way she'd say That she was happy Because she didn't have to tell me But she was And who are you? You think you're better than the people That you told me were so cool And now you're mean And insecure When you tell me that I'm not as good Does it get easier To hide behind your changing hair Your new tattoos Well I don't care Because I loved you But the girl I loved's not there And when I say I miss you Well, I really miss your arms I miss the way they held me And your scratched up, dirty palms I miss you singing softly I miss you making plans I miss you being sober I hope you understand Please come back © 2017 Katie Kistler |
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