Blameless Murder

And I hope that someone kills me be for I get the chance to kill myself. Because then no one will say

 "How could they do this to themselves?"

"Why didn't they talk to me?"

They won't blame themselves for my own fall. They can point the finger at someone else rather than in the mirror. I hope someone kills me, so I don't have to be selfish. I can go and no one will be to blame.

The only down side to this hope is, someone would forever live thinking they had killed me, never knowing I had died a long time ago