The Worst Kind of Addict

I could have bee addicted to any drug in the world, and yet I chose you.

I am craving a smoke so bad it hurts. I'm not even addicted. I just want to feel good inside. And it pisses me off that I stopped craving it for you. I could have been a full blown addict if I had wanted. I could be addicted to things instead of you. I could feel alright. But now the thought of taking 8 pills makes me sick and I f*****g blame you. I could be okay. Real drugs at least have the potential to kill me.

With you there is no f*****g relief.

Author's Note

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