Eventually Even

- In just a short time, I've come around- yet, in just as short a time, you've let me down.There are times I've waited on you, times you've never even come. How foolish am I? How ignorant? How dumb? - In the beginning, you said you loved me and you swore that you'd be true. No longer, I love you's, are spoken at all. What has changed in you? It enrages me deep down, that I'm the one to shed that tear. How do you tell me so many lies yet, you claim to want me near? - When we got together, there was a lot at stake and like a fool, I rushed in, only to find a relentless heartache. All I've heard are empty promises, with no intention ever to be kept. For this, you're oblivious to all the times that I've wept. - It's taken all that I've got, to fight these burning tears and through this dark swelling, out come my worst fears - my fears of being in isolation for the rest of my days, trudging aimlessly through this life's tough maze. I'm tired of writing of the times that I'm sad but to just jump in so quickly, well, I guess that was my bad! My days of caring are now well beyond through and I'll spend uber time thinking of ways to get even with you!

Reviews

[Bliss.x]

Apart from the last bit about getting even I can totally relate to everything you say in this I really liked it! I think the best way to get e en is to move forward and be happy then it'll finally hurt one day when they realise they really messed up. I hope it hurts my ex knowing he's lost me as bitter as that sounds.x

[Kate H]

Agreed! By getting even, I me by flashing the now happy smile that's on my face, no thanks to him

[Bliss.x]

Hope it all works out for you :)

[Kate H]

No worries, mi amore'- this piece was written by the naive 16 year old me...I'm 32 now. The lesson of heartache/recovery has long since been learned.

[Bliss.x]

Glad to hear it it gives me hope that I can do the same

[Kate H]

You certainly can! Best wishes to you, honey :)