I was sitting in my bedroom,deep
in thought about my girl when my phone rang. I picked it up and saw it
was her. Kat was calling me, my
heart skipped a beat as I pressed the answer button and pressed the
phone to my ear. "Hello?" "Blue.." Kat's small voice said into the
phone. She sounded worried, like how she used to whenever I
told her I was driving home alone in a storm. "What Kat?" "Wh..Why did
you save
me..?" My eyes narrowed and dropped to the floor, I wanted her, I wanted
to be with her so I could crush her against my chest and bury my face
in her long blood red hair that always smelled like roses. But, I knew
that would never be what it once was. I still thought I would
just be a danger to her. "I just didn't want you to die.." "Oh.." She
said quietly. "What are we...?" I heard her ask hopefully, She wanted to
know if we were back together. She was still holding out hope and I
felt terrible in the thought of me having to deny her. I squeezed my
eyes shut as tight as I could as I dug my nails into my thighs and
said. "We are nothing, We never had anything. We won't be anything." I
heard her take a shaky strangled breath, I knew her voice was beginning
to break. "Ok.." She sobbed a bit. I hung up before she said another
word for fear it would make me break down as well.