just for one thing

you are

you are my morning
you are the sun that shines in my life
you are the warmth in my heart
your the reasn i awake
you are my night fall
you are the moon that lights my path
you are the stars in my eyes
your why i dream
your everything in between
i guess that just makes you
my everything...

if only you were not only in my mind....
not only a thought...
a thought that keeps me wishing
keeps me wondering
keeps me wanting
keeps me so damn scared....

and so damn willing...

willing to break rules.
break hearts.
break habits.
to mend just one thing.

one thing to gain
and everything else to lose.
so if i gave it all up
just for one thing.
what would they say.
what would you do.
how would i feel.


should i find out.

how i love the way you look at me
with those gleaming golden eyes.
and how i wish you wouldnt.
and wish you wouldnt stop.

and wish i knew what to wish for.

and wish i could admit,
that i already know it.
found it.
have it.
cant have it.
wont have it.
will have it.

all cost is worth it.
just to see that smile one more time
every time