The Lady in my mind

A lady that i've seen in my head one day. Freaky i know...

The Lady in My Mind

I’m not going to lie

I still see the sad torture in her eyes

As she says her last good byes

I can feel her tears falling

Sliding its way down past her cheeks

Looking around faintly seeing everyone in the room

She smiles I can feel it

Yet deep within she is just as pained as every one else around her

Saying ‘Why, why’ that’s all I can hear

That’s all that is repeating in my mind

Fuzzy faces, the lights turn dim

Slowly I can feel her slipping growing colder

Dimmer and dimmer the lights get

And the more at ease she is feeling

Closing her eyes she feels the need to rest

She hears something Jesus something about Jesus ‘Your with Jesus in heaven now…’

That’s the line that’s playing in my head

I see a mouth speaking to a lady with her eyes close with that faint smile

Then the next thing I feel is numbness  

I feel cold and it’s like I can’t move

I can’t see what’s around me

Everything is at a stopping point

I hear nothing

Feel nothing

See darkness

Another vision comes to mind

I see a hand pounding on a door

Trying to fight there way in to a room

It’s a girl, a teenager

Inside there is a service going on

There is a casket at the front

It has flowers on it

Some are purple some I think are white

Someone is speaking at the front

Holding papers in there hands

She is crying yet isn’t something I don’t know

I just keep seeing her hold the papers

Something about papers

The girl at the door gives up and sits crying in defeat at the door

She is never allowed in to say something about good byes

I see the lady’s face shaking her head with a sad look on her face

And that’s it…. the end of it

I can’t sleep at night I keep thinking about it.

I stay up till 3 am. Still thinking about it, it won’t leave me alone.

The first time I saw the vision and felt her death. When I close my eyes I see the crowed around me. And I can’t sleep.

The whispers and eyes come staring back

Reviews

[Kaitlyn]

You have a very interesting style and I will look forward to readibng more in the future. "I just keep seeing her hold the papers/ Something about papers" makes the reader feel the curiosity of the person seeing these things. Keep writing! Blessed Be